ok so we're BARELY into fall.... and IT'S FREAKING 1 DEGREES CELCIUS   !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angels - Within Temptation

Sparkling angel
I believe you are my savior
in my time of year
Bright and perfect
I couldn't hear
All the whispers
The waters so clear

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real
You broke a promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Sparkling angel
I couldn't see
Your dark intentions
Your feeings for me
Fallen angel
Tell me why
What is your reason
The torn in your eyes

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wish they'd turn into real
You broke a promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie

Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

Forgiven - Within Temptation

Couldn't save you from the star
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
For time has passed you by

Who was how long I've tried to shield you from the world
Who you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that stands forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that stands forgiven

Watch the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can wore my face
I know it was destined to the realm
You were looking for the greatest day
To chase your demons away

Who was how long I've tried to shield you from the world
Who you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that stands forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that stands forgiven

I've been so lost since you've gone
When I'm me before you
What if they deceive me
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that stands forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that stands forgiven

so I was just thinking... how in the world will I go around myself.  i feel like a little kid going out for the first time on her own.

i can't drive yet because I still haven't tried driving.  We gotta get that sorted for sure.

I have gotta familiarise myself with the subway...

haven't found a gym.. gosh lerthagic...  =)

it's strange how music can affect your mood so much.  i can be happy a moment but listen to a fav song that's sad and feel sad after.  perhaps it reminds me of sad things.

*shrugs*

the weather here is cooling down again.  highs of 27.  mornings are 19.  it's nice.

i don't really know what to say ... i'm just making things up now.

ever heard of a band called "within temptation"?

they have nice songs.

recently loved Nickleback's "I'd Come For You"

hope everyone is well.. hope everyone's having a good time.

if u're bored.. count sheep.  or buy the iphone 3Gs and download the whack sheep application.

bye!

Hello everyone... so it's been 3 weeks here in Canada.  Still loving.

Last week, the family arrived.  And we had the wedding... the wedding was great, very beautiful and pretty fun, except I got myself into deep waters by drinking 3 shots down one after the other and having myself disappear to the bridal room to throw up twice.  story of my life.

otherwise, it was great, I think it all went smooth.  thanks to crystal for designing my lovely dress. =)  please look for her if u need to design dresses/gowns/suits etc... and is willing to spend some.. she sure has some talent.

ok.. family wise... i'm happy to see them.. yes i am.  and as cousin shirley and i like to say... "Strange".  Yep, 2 weeks and i forgot how strange my family is. 

Well tomorrow we will be driving to Niagara Falls and spending the day there.  Let's pray the rain don't come.  And on Wednesday we will head out to Montreal and Quebec for 4 days.  It should be fun. *weird smiles*

I have to go kneel and pray against rain for now as well as help out with the BBQ.. so till the next time, remember to wash your hands and feet when u get home!

Bye!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOC9QcHnsBo

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Erasure - A little Respect

I try to discover
A little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart
Im so in love with you
Ill be forever blue
That you give me no reason
Why youre making me work so hard

That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

And if I should falter
Would you open your arms out to me
We can make love not war
And live at peace in our hearts
Im so in love with you
Ill be forever blue
What religion or reason
Could drive a man to forsake his lover

Dont you tell me no
Dont you tell me no
Dont you tell me no
Dont you tell me no

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

Im so in love with you
Ill be forever blue
That you give me no reason
You know youre making me work so hard

That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

Alright alright.. I think people wanna know what's going on here in Toronto.

To be honest, not much.  We're just settling in and getting used to Canadian life.  Well, I am at least.  Doesn't take Michael too long to get readjusted.

THings are well.  Food's great!  We bought a new bed!  That was one big thing that happened!  lol!  We dismantled the guest room bed, shifted michael's old bed to the guest room, and fixed up the new bed.  Then at 11pm, Michael goes "i think i want to shift the room about".  So at 11pm, we changed the layout of the WHOLE room!

Then we went to Ikea and we have noted down furniture that we want and will be replacing ALL the furniture that is currently in the room.

Oh annother big step... that also marks the start of my Canada life.. i CANCELLED MY SG CELL NUMBER!  :O!!!

Apart from that, all errands, more errands.. meals, errands, meals, errands...

Mom and family will be coming next week.  So that will be fun.

Pictures... erm not so much yet.  Maybe I will buy a camera. lol!

Oh yea... I got a CA line.. and I had to sign a plan so .. guess what, since i'm going to have to be bound for THREE years... i signed one and bought an iphone 3Gs.  Ahaha.. yes bite me.. Don't be jealous now... that's just life.

Ok bye!

O M G  I have totally forgotten about this blog!!!

Weird though, I don't have anything to say.  So many things happened since I last blog which is (*pretends to go and check the last entry but figures you can see it on your own - below!*) ... 

The wedding happened but that's older new since EVERYONE else has posted pictures of it but me!  Coz I dont have them yet.  I will.. just relax... *pats*

I am sick sick sick.. OH how i hate to be sick.  I haven't sleep well in the past FOUR nights because I would cough soooo hard and soooo much that I'd cough myself to tears awake... sometimes I'd add in a jump!  And NO KENNA, it's NOT swine flu *bites*...  I've a really bad and dry throat which makes the cough really painful and dry too.  And it's bugging the crap outta me.  Last night, I sucked on the lozenges the doctor gave me ... yes Joice, the one that numbs the mouth ... JUST to fall asleep with it in my mouth so that I won't cough.  Surprisingly, it lasts about 5 hours in the mouth before it's gone.  but the moment it's gone, i cough myself to tears again and wake up. :(

Now i taste blood AGAIN!  FFS!!!  and my whole mouth is numb...

bah...  I'm not too sure why i'm updating this blog only now since no one probably reads it anymore.

But that's a good thing too, maybe i don't need to censor my words anymore!  :D

Ok I'll blog about more interesting things soon.  Now.. back to coughing!